Emotionellt Helande
Mars 08Posted by Jonatan Thu, March 27, 2008 08:42:36(Detta vittnesbörd sändes till Loverevival.com efter att Steffanie blivit berörd av budskapet om Faderns kärlek.)
I am Steffanie, a 20 year old girl from the Netherlands. I've been a Christian for almost 3 years.
For the last 3 years I did not understand that God is my Father. I was angry because a Father is a man. And I wouldn't put my trust in a man. How could He understand me and take me seriously? Why was He interested in me anyway? I know that it is a wrong attitude. Formed by men who hurt me. That was my picture of a man: their target is to hurt me. That picture was in my head and heart and I couldn't change it. So I thought that God wanted to hurt me and that He hate me.
Our Lord is graceful and patient. He has helped me to understand why I think and feel like that and how to forgive the men who did that. So there was a little bit healing. That was the first step. It took me 2 years to forgive them. First I couldn't say the name of the men who hurt me: when I say their names I cried or became angry. A month ago I prayed that they may know the love and grace of God. And that they will confess their sins to the Father so that He will save them and that I see these men again in heaven. Isn't that a miracle? I choose not to be bitter, but to be better. Jesus told me how to do it and I could do it by the grace and power of God.
Today I was searching for "love of the Father" on internet. To search for a book or Cd. When I came across your site and took a look. And then you spoke about Father Gods love. When you spoke He touched me. I was stressed but now I am relax. I have peace in my heart and head. God moved some angry feelings. I want to hold this feeling forever. He started 2 years ago to heal me and now He has healed me in the last few hours more than in that 2 years.
May our Father in heaven bless you.
Greetings,
Steffanie, Netherlands.
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